When we get older we start doing some strange things, like I know it’s pointless to sit and worry about different situations that might come up and how I might deal with that situation when it does arise. What a waste of mind power when I have so little to waste, yet I find myself doing it all the time and I even have long drawn out conversations with myself playing two different parts and actually reacting to myself.

Hm… now let me see what is the name of this blog? Oh, yes I do believe it’s called Mature Not Senile mayhaps I will have to change the name to Not Totally Sane. Maybe I just like to be prepared in my mind for any topic of conversation or situation that might arise in the future and I like to be prepared and on top of it.

I guess I’ll decide which part I’ll take when and if that particular conversation or situation comes up. Okay enough of that. I actually worry sometimes if I’m in my right mind, but in this world of craziness I sometimes wonder if it really matters. What I deem as crazy seems to be perfectly acceptable as normal behavior for some of the people around me and vice versa.

When you read the paper and hear about some of the dumb crap that happens and how stupid people can forget their babies in a car and let them die or take a gun and shoot your whole family or a campus of young people or fight over 2 of the worse possible candidates for Presidency that ever ran then no wonder I prefer to have these 2 sided conversations with myself.