Some days I feel like a nut, some days I don’t. I know it’s “Sometimes I feel like a nut, etcetera, but I sometimes choose to use what I want and don’t really care what the exact phrase is. Lately I don’t feel like a nut at anytime even though I may act like one to other people and may perhaps say silly things that they can laugh at because it kind of relieves tension. I apologise that I make people uncomfortable at times.

People really don’t know what to say to other people that are going through a crisis and actually there is nothing you can really say to alleviate someone else’s pain except to be supportive and be there for them in their darkest hours and I really appreciate everyone that has been there for me in mine. “I am now saying a prayer for all of us.” We as humans have a hard time understanding unless we have experienced something similar.

I have never been really good at chit chat unless I was working with the public and then it’s easy because it’s like you are putting on a show and your tips depend on it if you work in the restaurant business or the beauty business you need to listen and just insert a word here and there to let people know you understand. We as humans are always just looking for someone to listen, but so few do because everyone has problems.

Actually Bartenders should be paid a fortune. I can’t tell you how many times I have just listened to someones problems pretty much like a psychiatrist. They ask for advice on what they should do in many different circumstances, but usually they know and just want confirmation. I don’t advocate alcohol as a substitute even though many of us use it, we are only human and look for answers any where we can find them.