I hate to keep apologizing for pouring out my feelings right now, but it did help and I’d also like to thank Annie from Annie’s Savvy Cafe for her heartfelt comment. I really appreciate all comments and many times I don’t answer so I give link love instead because even though I have comment luv installed I haven’t gotten around to do follow yet on comments, but I intend to do that next week.

I am actually okay and I am  very strong even though I might sound weak at times and I am a survivor. I read “A Course In Miracles” or have for many years and it helps, but I haven’t lately because I fell back into the human reality of believing this is my true reality which I know it’s not. Sorry that may sound weird to many of you because this world is all we know.

I wont take that any further because everyone has their own way of thinking and I just wanted you to know that I certainly appreciate all of the good energy that I felt from your typed words. When I talked to Eric last night he just sounded so weak and when he told me the cancer was actually in his bones now I just kind of lost it. I know in my heart it’s only a matter of time.

I will probably be going down as I mentioned in January and I don’t know how long I will be there, but I wont have access to a computer unless I get my laptop then I would keep in touch. I really need to spend time with my son, but I also hate leaving Bill because as I said before he has glaucoma and the pressure in the one eye is up to 36 which the Dr. said is unacceptable.

We go Tuesday to see what is going to be done. Bill is really worried that he will lose his eyesight one day. I’m also worried about him and leaving him alone for a month, but the kids and other family members always come over to comfort him when I’m away. I’m beginning to think they don’t like me because they always wait till I’m gone to come over, but they know he’s a wimp and hates to be alone.

I’m tired so I’ll say Goodnight and wish a good weekend for everyone and thanks so much to all you great bloggers.