I feel really bad that some people don’t know what is going on with my son when they come to my blog and just catch a glimpse of my life and for that I apologize. My son is 38 and will be 39 if he lives to his next birthday which is in May. He just had his first and only baby during the same time that he was hospitalized, Ethan was born while I was there and I received the worse news that any Mother could have that my son was dying with cancer.

I have tried to live from one day to the next and for a while it was okay I do have unipoloar if you want to read the post on my other blog. I have prayed and prayed and even begged for prayers and many people responded which I am grateful for. You know, even though I love God and believe I don’t believe in miracles any more, but I never asked for a miracle I only asked for courage for my son and the family. We have received courage or at least my son has, but he is having a hard time letting go now and so am I.

I have an additive personality and I’ve dealt with alcohol all my life, but I’ve dealt with it  and I will type about it at a later date. These past 6 years have been the happiest I have ever been in my whole entire life until 5 months ago when I received word that my son was dying. Now I don’t know how other people deal with things in their life, but I don’t judge what or how they cope, but I’m not coping very well in my old age, but I do appreciate all the feedback and caring wishes.

I can deal with anything that happens in my life, but when it comes to my one and only child then I don’t know how to cope well apparently. For my friends that have left messages I appreciate them very much and I give link love for very different reasons than many of my friends. When people care enough to leave me a message because it’s something they care enough about and are concerned about then they deserve love back and I really appreciate everyone so Thank-You all very much.

These are some past post for those that don’t know what is going on with my son and myself or my life and I do appreciate very much all of the concerns.

Please Say A Little Prayer For My Son

Erics Pond And Jack Russell

Bloggers Who Believe In The Power Of Prayer

More About My Trip To Kentucky

Below are the blogs and people that I chose to give link love to.

Mark at World Travel Blog

Jan at Better Spines

Judy at More Than Sew So

Carol at Pentimento

Man In The Moon

Anna At A Rose By Name

Jenny at Pushing The Angry Button

Lea at Ocean Of Perspectives

Dawn at Iowahippiechick