The majority of people seem to simply exist =  to live at an inferior level or under adverse circumstances because we don’t know how to live life to the fullest. There are many experts out there that tell us how to enjoy life and what to do to be healthier and how to take advantage of any given circumstance, but most of us continue in the same rut day after day because it’s familiar to us. When was the last time you dared to dream or to affect a change in your life?

We are so bogged down with just trying to make ends meet and survive that most of us forget to appreciate the beauty and life around us, I’ll stop that right there and just speak for myself because I know there are many people out there that are living life to the fullest and have a good quality of life and understand what giving back and helping their fellow man is all about. I am grateful for the life I was given, but I can honestly say that I haven’t used it well.

Many of us are searching for answers, but not quite sure where to look, we search everywhere, but inside. I have tried meditation, but I simply can’t be still and concentrate or reach the core, but everyone seems to find some sort of truth or develop a philosophy for their life with each passing moment and each experience. I have known people that have nothing (material wise), but seemed very happy and content without a care in the world.

We seem to think if we are successful and rich and have everything we want that we will be happy and content, but that’s not always the case. I’m still seeking happy and content or maybe it’s bliss I’m seeking, because the past 6 years with Bill is the closest to happy and content I’ve ever been in my reality. I do know that I should put my trust in my God and myself instead of relying on man for my happiness because it comes from within. I want to live not just exist.