My first sexual encounter was when I was six the only thing is I didn’t know what sex was. I never ever saw my parents even be affectionate and kiss, but other kids in the neighborhood apparently saw their parents playing a game which they wanted to share with me.
Even though we lived in a poor neighborhood there was one family that everyone called trashy, of course back then I didn’t know what that meant, but we were warned to stay away from them. Of course we didn’t listen and played with them anyhow, such rebellious children.
There was a railroad track that ran parallel to our house with high grass and we always played in there, the “trashy” people lived very close to the track and we lived further away and I would sneak over to see my friends, a brother and sister around my age, we got along great and always had fun.
My sexual encounter happened during the Summer when I met up with them. They were both so excited and they had a blanket with them, they told me about what they had seen their parents doing and wanted to try it. So we all took of our clothes and started bouncing up and down on each other.
Of course we were all little and had no idea what we were doing we were just bouncing playing the game that their parents had been having so much fun hollering and carrying on with. We soon got bored with the bouncing and hollering and put our clothes back on and then I heard my Mama yelling.
Judy Mae, where are you? You get home right now and of course when she said Judy Mae I knew she meant business. I was on my way home when the older heavy set brother who was probably 12 or 13 jumped out and said he had seen the game we were playing and he wanted to play it with me.
I had always been afraid of this brother because he was huge and mean and all I could think was that if he bounced up and down on my little belly he would squish me. Of course I didn’t know till I was older what sex was all about and what a pervert this jerk was and what he actually had in his mind.
I ran home of course and after that always stayed far away from that scary boy and didn’t go back in the weeds any more because I didn’t want to be squished. I don’t recall if I told my Mama about the game or not, probably not because even though she was a Christian woman she would have shot them all.
That incident always stayed in my mind though and years later I realized how lucky I had been and what I had actually escaped from. So my point in telling you about this? Be careful what your children see because they do like to experiment and it actually is monkey see monkey do, you are the role model.

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