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Sep

Senile May Become My Prefered Way Of Life

   Posted by: jude   in Senior Health

Sometimes I think I would just like to forget everything. The last couple days we’ve been struggling here with Bill’s Diverticulitis, we went to the Dr. Monday finally and he’s been on antibiotics which are pretty strong. I can’t understand why his Dr. wants him back Wednesday, today because it’s only a couple days, doesn’t make sense to me, but what the heck do I know? I guess money plays a big part for everyone, 30 bucks a pop for 30 minutes or less can really add up. I recently noticed that sick people whine a lot.

The man can hardly stand, but he feels like he’s wasting his life and time by taking it easy. I really hope he retires soon so he can enjoy part of his life, but I don’t think he will. I have been struggling myself with making sense of everything going on in my life. My Shadow is finally flip flopping all over the place and is now trying to walk with a belly sling. I have had him outside 3 days in a row and he’s so proud of himself and so am I. So for those of you that said I should have put him down, —– —, he’s doing better and for those that said I would know when the time was right, Thank-you.

I’m struggling with keeping this blog going because nothing makes sense so I’m trying to spend all my credits from a program I’m involved with and then I’ll decide what I’m doing. I spend way too much time online and I know there are so many other things I should be doing. Just like in my real world people come and go and the same happens online I may see the same blog for months at a time, but then they disappear and I don’t even miss them until I see their blog again, just saying. Actually not sure what I’m saying.

I need to get my priorities and my mind straight , maybe I’ll just enjoy the senility and forget everything.

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16 comments so far

 1 

I hope that things start to get better for you and bill very soon. I used to do that with my blogs.. go months and months without updating them because I would somehow feel that I lost whatever it was that made me want to write in them in the first place. It’s okay to take a break or wait and see..
.-= angela´s last blog ..In Time Things Will Settle Down =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 6:02 am
 2 

I hope that things start to get better for you and bill very soon. I used to do that with my blogs.. go months and months without updating them because I would somehow feel that I lost whatever it was that made me want to write in them in the first place. It’s okay to take a break or wait and see..
.-= angela´s last blog ..In Time Things Will Settle Down =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 6:02 am
 3 

Sometimes oblivion is a happy place to be…at least until clarity arrives!
.-= Buggys´s last blog ..Wordless Wednesday =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 9:18 am
 4 

Sometimes oblivion is a happy place to be…at least until clarity arrives!
.-= Buggys´s last blog ..Wordless Wednesday =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 9:18 am
 5 

I know what you mean about being in another land/space. I pray you will find your niche and Bill will get to feeling better. Will miss you if you decide to go. have a good day, Auntie E
.-= AuntieE´s last blog ..Wordless Wednesday- Mystery Photo =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 10:14 am
 6 

I know what you mean about being in another land/space. I pray you will find your niche and Bill will get to feeling better. Will miss you if you decide to go. have a good day, Auntie E
.-= AuntieE´s last blog ..Wordless Wednesday- Mystery Photo =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 10:14 am
 7 

Good for Shadow!!
.-= Storm´s last blog ..Random Contests, Freebie, And News =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 6:58 pm
 8 

Good for Shadow!!
.-= Storm´s last blog ..Random Contests, Freebie, And News =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 6:58 pm
 9 

Glad you are having some nice times with Shadow! Like the situation with Shadow, just wait and see–you’ll know what to do when the time comes.
.-= Lin´s last blog ..Major Surgery (or Dr. Lin, Medicine Woman) =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 11:09 pm
 10 

Glad you are having some nice times with Shadow! Like the situation with Shadow, just wait and see–you’ll know what to do when the time comes.
.-= Lin´s last blog ..Major Surgery (or Dr. Lin, Medicine Woman) =-.

September 16th, 2009 at 11:09 pm
 11 

aw Jude. I am sorry that you are struggling. I don’t know what you are going through, but we all go through so many different feelings at so many different times. I think you just need to take some time for you. I will miss your blog if you go, but either way, I would be happy knowing you made the decision you feel is best for you.
.-= Vicki@frugalmomknowsbest´s last blog ..Discount School Supply Paint GIVEAWAY!!!!! =-.

September 17th, 2009 at 12:58 am
 12 

aw Jude. I am sorry that you are struggling. I don’t know what you are going through, but we all go through so many different feelings at so many different times. I think you just need to take some time for you. I will miss your blog if you go, but either way, I would be happy knowing you made the decision you feel is best for you.
.-= Vicki@frugalmomknowsbest´s last blog ..Discount School Supply Paint GIVEAWAY!!!!! =-.

September 17th, 2009 at 12:58 am
 13 

Not only does nothing make sense, it also makes nonsense. There’s nothing like blogging to make you question nothing in interview format, which I think I’ll try tonight. Good luck.

September 17th, 2009 at 12:18 pm
 14 

Not only does nothing make sense, it also makes nonsense. There’s nothing like blogging to make you question nothing in interview format, which I think I’ll try tonight. Good luck.

September 17th, 2009 at 12:18 pm
 15 

I find blogging very therapeutic. The reason I started my travel blog was because I needed a diversion when Mom was dying. I found typing about things is helpful, get’s them off your chest. I also found what some of the blog commentors said to be profound, helpful, and insightful.

Blogging made me not feel alone, which was important. It gave me strength, I’d read something someone had done or been through and I’d think if they can do, so can I.

I miss blogging when life gets in the way. I understand what you mean about priorities, but don’t give up on you. If your blogging time is your time; you’re a better person because you’ve had some me time. That’s not selfish, it’s necessary.

I hope Bill get’s feeling better. I have the same diagnosis; but am not in his boat condition wise. It’s a disease that affects people in so many ways, some far more than others.

The antibiotics should make things improve alot for him.

Glad things are going well with Shadow

HUGS for you
I for one would most definately miss ya, if you weren’t here.

Hang in there; but know you have my support to do what you feel is best.

Sandy
.-= sandy´s last blog ..Forest Park, St. Louis, Missouri =-.

September 17th, 2009 at 5:06 pm
 16 

I find blogging very therapeutic. The reason I started my travel blog was because I needed a diversion when Mom was dying. I found typing about things is helpful, get’s them off your chest. I also found what some of the blog commentors said to be profound, helpful, and insightful.

Blogging made me not feel alone, which was important. It gave me strength, I’d read something someone had done or been through and I’d think if they can do, so can I.

I miss blogging when life gets in the way. I understand what you mean about priorities, but don’t give up on you. If your blogging time is your time; you’re a better person because you’ve had some me time. That’s not selfish, it’s necessary.

I hope Bill get’s feeling better. I have the same diagnosis; but am not in his boat condition wise. It’s a disease that affects people in so many ways, some far more than others.

The antibiotics should make things improve alot for him.

Glad things are going well with Shadow

HUGS for you
I for one would most definately miss ya, if you weren’t here.

Hang in there; but know you have my support to do what you feel is best.

Sandy
.-= sandy´s last blog ..Forest Park, St. Louis, Missouri =-.

September 17th, 2009 at 5:06 pm

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