Sometimes I think I would just like to forget everything. The last couple days we’ve been struggling here with Bill’s Diverticulitis, we went to the Dr. Monday finally and he’s been on antibiotics which are pretty strong. I can’t understand why his Dr. wants him back Wednesday, today because it’s only a couple days, doesn’t make sense to me, but what the heck do I know? I guess money plays a big part for everyone, 30 bucks a pop for 30 minutes or less can really add up. I recently noticed that sick people whine a lot.
The man can hardly stand, but he feels like he’s wasting his life and time by taking it easy. I really hope he retires soon so he can enjoy part of his life, but I don’t think he will. I have been struggling myself with making sense of everything going on in my life. My Shadow is finally flip flopping all over the place and is now trying to walk with a belly sling. I have had him outside 3 days in a row and he’s so proud of himself and so am I. So for those of you that said I should have put him down, —– —, he’s doing better and for those that said I would know when the time was right, Thank-you.
I’m struggling with keeping this blog going because nothing makes sense so I’m trying to spend all my credits from a program I’m involved with and then I’ll decide what I’m doing. I spend way too much time online and I know there are so many other things I should be doing. Just like in my real world people come and go and the same happens online I may see the same blog for months at a time, but then they disappear and I don’t even miss them until I see their blog again, just saying. Actually not sure what I’m saying.
I need to get my priorities and my mind straight , maybe I’ll just enjoy the senility and forget everything.

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